Greta says the world is ending, so at least let's be honest.
There are certain things you can not do. Like singing like Beyoncé or dancing like... Beyoncé, yeah, okay... maybe.
But apart from that, everything that you possibly think about life, how and where it's supposed to go is really due to sociological narratives that actually have nothing (I repeat NO-THING) to do with you, and existed long (I repeat LON-G) before your cute ass got here.
So keep doing what makes you, you. That will keep you joyful, plus that will help changing narratives for the next souls who come visit this earth.
(How I know this: what I am doing now, what I think and say, where I travel to was impossible two girls ago.)